Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas all. I know this can be a very hard day for some. Christmas doesn't really bother me but I understand the feeling everybody else has, I have that feeling on my birthday, another day with no baby, blah blah blah. I have tried to put all the baby wants aside while we've been out of town. It's hard when everybody asks how the adoption or baby stuff is going. I've only thought a couple times maybe next time we come back to Fl it'll be with a baby. We'll see. I sure hope so. I passed all my classes I don't know if I ever posted that. I don't have much else, this trip is been pretty busy and not to many stories, at least good ones.

MAD!!!

I called DHS three days in a row to make sure they got the paperwork and they finally called back and said they never got it. WHAT!! Then I call the doctors office and they don't answer, he finally calls me back and said he faxed it three times after all my messages. Then I call dhs and they still don't have it. I'm so pissed!! He poor guy is being so nice and faxing it again and sending it to my office as well. To bad I'm not at the office, hopefully i'll get it so we can get approved. When is this going to end????

Moving along

The doctor called DH yesterday that he got the paperwork filled out and faxed over to DHS. I called and emailed DHS to make sure they got it but haven't heard back so I'm hoping they have it and have sent it back to the review board. Last time it took about 12 days to hear back from the review board so thats where were at now assuming they got the paperwork. Hopefully we'll know something by christmas. This balancing act of adoption, seeing the RE(which I don't till end of Jan, it's just thinking about seeing him), finals at school is a mind wreck. AF was a little early so I'm hopping it doesn't happen again next month or well have to wait till end if Feb for IUI, which I don't wanna do. I'm trying to try really hard to focus on school and finals and not day dream about babies. I feel like for once our dream are in reach. I've been having these crazy dreams that i'm pregnant, that i'm pregnant and get a baby from dhs, that we adopt then get pregnant. Crazy crazy stuff. I just want a baby. I don't know that I'll post again until finals are over but if I get word from dhs about approval I will update. Finals are over Friday and then I'll be free for a week then we are off to Fl to see DH mom. I can't wait to hit the beach as it's 80 degrees there and it's 20 something here. BRR

Frustrated

I talked to dhs and they won't approve us until they have the paperwork from the therapist DH saw after this DUI. Even though neither they nor I have been able to reach them. I asked what happens if we can't get in touch with them and she said she has to attempt to reach them several times and then it's up to the board if they'll approve us with out that. I'm so frustrated that its taking so long and that what they have isn't good enough. This happened 7 years ago and he's got his license for crying out lout. I wanna cry. She did say she hopes to get us approved by end of year. This is just hard. Partly why we went ahead and made the apt to meet with the new RE. I'm trying to keep my head up but it's hard. Hopefully only a few more days! At least I should have an answer before our apt with the RE.