After all the keep your head up your not out yesterday I thought I'll show them I know my body and so I took a test and low and behold it was POSITIVE. Super super fain but there. I was shocked! I test again this morning and it was darker on the frer but not the cheapie. Again shocked even more. This is happening! Still light but you could see it. Then two hours I started bleeding. It sucked!!! It's not on the pad just when I wipe but it's a lot when I wipe. The doctor said come in tomorrow for hcg and progesterone. I've been in bed since I got home from work and trying not to freak out. I feel deep down this is over but I'm trying not to be neg. I took another cheapie when I got home and it's the same or a touch lighter then this morning. UGH
I am trying to tell myself there are a number of reasons I could be bleeding but deep down I feel like this is over. On the silver lining if this is over then at least we know it worked and next time they'll put me on progesterone.
I just feel crappy in limbo. My husband is not handling this well and I feel horrible.
I really hope you are wrong and that everything will work out. The cheapy tests really don't show a difference from day to day. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you.
ReplyDeletePraying for you!!
ReplyDeleteKeeping u in my thoughts!
ReplyDeleteOh no! I hope it's not what we think it is. Thinking about you.
ReplyDeleteSaying a prayer that this is implantation. I have heard it can sometimes be a lot. Update tomorrow! I am saying a big prayer for you that this is implantation and tomorrow will be a joyful and celebratory day. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteSending all sorts of good vibes your way. Keep us posted!
ReplyDeletePrayers and hopes it just implantation!
ReplyDeleteAnd most importantly, Congrats on being pregnant! Take it a day at a time. It's easier said then done, I know, but try :)
I'm so sorry for the bleeding! Hopefully it's nothing serious. There are so many reasons for bleeding in early pregnancy, and it doesn't always mean the end (*hugs*)
ReplyDeleteOh no! I wish this wasn't happening! What a difficult day of highs and lows. Thinking of you two.
ReplyDeleteI know it's a horrible cliche, but take one day at a time! Congrats on seeing that second line. Some women bleed so much they think it's a period -not out of the game yet!
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