I have had my emotional fit when AF showed up and my doubt as to weather were making the right choices in life and blah blah blah but now I'm on to cd6 were AF is gone and I'm feel much more like my I can handle anything life throws at me self.
I went ahead and decided to take the soy isoflavones. I started last night so I guess I'll be taking it 5-9. If it doesn't work this cycle then I'll try 3-7 next month. I'm not crazy about 5-9 but I didn't hear about it until I was already on cd5 so I guess I have no choice. I'm hopefully it will work. I read alot of success stories so that brightened my day.
I'm trying to be more positive and hopeful. I'm working on letting go more and letting God plan our life. If we get pregnant AWESOME if not it will happen and I'll just continue telling myself that until it does.