I woke up super early (4 hours after going to sleep) and I felt like I had boulders in my OV. YAY and bummer at the same time. I started thinking we know that I am ovulating and because it hurts so bad I'm hoping they are good size but then I think they've never done an u/s so what if thats the problem. Then I start thinking well what if DH sperm just don't wanna get the job done, then I remind myself no they tested that and he was ok. Then I start thinking what if my eggs just have the tightest, thickest wall around it and won't let DH sperm in. Then my brain starts trippin going why won't you let the sperm in, I just want the sperm in. Why do we play such cruel jokes/mess with our head so much? I then of course couldn't go back to sleep. Oh the joys of TTC.
The opk was light yesterday and nothing today. I'm confused! I don't have any of my normal I just ovulated signs so I don't think it was the falling surge. We'll see what tomorrow brings. See this is why I hate opks.
My day was pretty uneventful just alot of studying and trying to relax. Now I'm off to bed before more bloodwork tomorrow. JOY! Then my first test since going back to school and work.